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Thursday, October 19, 2006

9:07 PM

omg just went to sasha's myspace and omg she looks so freaking hot without her specs yeah everybody that's my godsister so treat her well or you'll so see the wrath of me.owells o levels starts in like 6days?dammit man that sure is fast and i just realised it ahhh this sucks as i am not prepared yet but i abhor my books i need a treatment for this now and fast! anyway just did a quiz and omg it's fucking funny please like so what the hell literally.anyway i guess it's back to square one of the insane mugging yet again.will someone just shoot me?damn if only this was click i would so fast forward time to after o levels right this instance.o crap and i need to go skiing shopping soon my lovelies have already bought their stuff.ok shopping soon.well mom's bringing me to mango later as she said that the clothes have arrived yay which means shopping yet again complimentary of my mom.how sweet.bought my se7en jeans already and what does that mean?i need to get more jeans soon.woots.okok time to focus again.STUDY

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Monday, October 16, 2006

7:36 PM

damn im so really starting to hate my what's she called o right my math tutor like so damn bloody much i mean seriously please just stop changing the timings and just stick to that bloody one i mean what the fuck i must get up and get all ready just for you and what you'll just message eh sorry i just woke up and what the fuck that happens like EVERY WEEK and for your info this is just getting so old and it is just so irritating the hell out of me already.so would you just stop it dammit i'm so sick of such already.anyway life between the both of us is i dont know i bet to him he finds everything perfectly fine and what so ever but to me i think we both got off on a really wrong start.honestly now im just starting to wonder was that my most regretted mistake which i have done this year now i'm even questioning my dumbness on why did i even get together with him in the first place.how dumb of me to even think that feelings will eventually grow on me yet i was wrong we are just so different yes no doubt we did have a few laughs and all but that is it.end of story.furthermore to make things worst he just makes me feel how do i say uncomfortable as too open minded guys have just never been my thing and he's just so much to the extent that he makes me feel uncomfortable and to my friends i am already their idea of super open minded so i guess you can imagine.ahhhh should i just end it here or should i just give this yet another go.no doubt he can be sweet but that is just on some occasions.he says he loves me but i dont think it is enough he wants me to change just for him but i wont want to change anything about myself why dont he just changes for me.ahhhh i think i should tell him that we are just so not meant for each other seriously even my other guy friends treat and show me much more attention then he does.gosh im starting to think that he's so much worst than just a fling owells i guess all guys just happen to be like that

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Sunday, October 15, 2006

7:10 PM

o levels are coming,everybody's panicking.super screwed i am so not prepared yet somehow i am just in no mood to study my brain is fried and all so somebody please just shoot me yes i want to just die right now.like how in the world am i like supposed to do well please can i actually manage to somehow pull a miracle and just for once do well.yes i so need to get into the course which i want.i dont want to end up regretting though i think that would most likely be the very case.i need to buy new decks mine are completely warped what luck.totally moodless to blog now so what the hell.anyway who wants to club with me right after the o levels somebody please join me for disco inferno and unmasked please please please.screw the rest of the parties as i dont care about them.so yeah all those interested parties do drop me a message if you wanna come with.i wanna see you dancing next to me.especially all you bitches.anyway guys intercontinental hotel for after grad?rina can get us free rooms woots.i love you biatch.i need to go for a pedicure right now!ahhh my nails are warped.

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Monday, October 09, 2006

12:55 AM

jessica le bébé dit: Garçon gai voler autour dans les sous-vêtements pourpre

i bought snag have you?gosh now that is like the only men's magazine which has girls which are not say too showy but are totally none the less absolutely HAWT!but then again what are you so going to do about it sue me?damn one particular phrase just totally flew straight into my all-time favourites quote "it's not the size of your gun, it's the effect of your bullet"boy that is just totally classic.cordy messaged me earlier that she is going to get her wisdom tooth crashed and extracted talk about OUCH that is just somehow sure going to hurt.owells one more day to the end of my life in katong convent.woots that is just so hot though i really just do not want to go to school now and declare today my last day in school but damn i have to go back to do what?collect report book and worksheets aint life just so totally warped?i need somebody to make me happy.yay today was pretty warped as you know what our teachers were hardly ever there yes talk about slacking but seriously it aint the students just the teachers come on bitches protest about it.clubbing is so gone for me that is just so my past damn clubbing is only good when the company is good but totally shitez when the company is bad.sigh but i really really do hope the end of year clubbing nation in england would just rock my socks off as what can possibly be better then to just club till you drop when your rocking with your god sisterrs.anyway back to the much dreaded mugging im tired.i love you babyy you light up my life (:

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;